Posted by Mindy1718 on 2015/03/12 under Uncategorized I fell in love at the end of my 7th grade summer… The hatred of still in love with this person drives me crazy. Keeping these tears have been hard to be honest. Crying makes people look weak. What happened to this love of mine exactly? HAH! How the hell am I supposed to know… We drifted apart for some reason. Being 19 isn’t so hard, but loving someone for almost 6 years truly sucks. Trying to forget the person doesn’t exactly work so good too. Trying to date other boys/men doesn’t work either. My interests change but my love never does I guess you can say? Forgetting the person doesn’t seem to work but why not try to love someone else? Well, if only that person really existed haha! One thing that would make me the happiest is to see him just one more time to be honest. If he’s with someone else, I’ll respect his own decision with heartbreak but I could also move on. Moving on is one thing that would feel amazing! The heart crying but one day someone else would fill in my puzzle with their own puzzle. Puzzles are my favorite. They remind me a lot of love and life. Once you fill the whole puzzle in, you die peacefully with no regrets you could say. My puzzle has too many pieces missing because I’m young and there is a lot of things that still need to be understood. Love is starting to be hated because there isn’t really any coming from the one that I truly love. One love can change everything, it surely has changed me in many ways… Just once I wish to see him, that’s all I need. I want to love again too.